i sound like such a fucking 'goody two shoes' types sometimes...was reading through the post below....i think that's one major misconception that people have about me...

"Karn's a sweet chap. Nice guy". I'm not a fucking nice guy dude :) ...i've had my fair share of fucked up choices with people, places and all that...

Got an sms from a friend earlier today...haven't been in touch with him cuz of something that happened in the past...think it's time to lay down the ghosts of the past...

I'm so tired it isn't funny...need sleep...

i wish life were simpler. the so called point i'm making about not being a nice guy is cuz i'm tired...and so in a sulky, foul mood...also cuz something unfortunate happened bet me and another friend recently...that's been bothering me...maybe i am too much of a nice guy sometimes...

Nice guys don't necessarily finish last...it's just that they get taken for a ride a lot more than everybody else...i know people who say, "I've been screwed over, now it's my turn to mess around with people's heads"...what's the fucking point man? Ever heard of - 'Send out negative vibes and they come right back at you' - ???

You make a mistake...you deal with it - and move on. No fucking point crying over spilt milk and spilt whatever else... The point it - you deal with it before moving on. Then again, the 'Ostrich Syndrome' seems to be just as popular, if not more...

I want to go swimming...in the sea..like i did when i was 7...there was always a clear sky...and a twinkle in my eyes...everything was so simple...i brushed my teeth with the red colgate toothpaste...had three pairs of sandals...wore shorts and t-shirts...played in the sand...played with my dog 'snowy'...my grandma was around...i miss her...she would tell me stories from the ramayan and mahabharat before going to sleep...i would ride my 'BSA Champ' cycle....with side wheels...life was so simple....love was so pure....