glug glug....aaaahhhh....

I'm sitting at the cocktail/dinner after the 5th design friday semina....lecture....whatever you'd like to call it....

a little hig....on white wine...doesn,t say much for my capacity...though that statement would've made sense with respect to one've my ex girlfriends a few years ago....

I saw girish karnad today...he's quite a dude...he fits in quite well into the pseudo socialite culture that these parties propogate...not saying he's a pseudo socialit....but that comes from womdering about this socialite culture....

its so fucked up...

like, right now....there's this girls standing a few feet away from me...someone i've had a crush on since first yr college...and becuz of this socialite culture ...shes chatting with this 'suit' who is interested in how difficult it is to unbutton a pair of levis jeans - than the so called intellectually stimulating they're havijg about the auto driver culture in bangalore and their gastric habits....

its quite funny

right now, I'm sitting outsite in the foyer/courtyard....whatever you might call this exterior space...blogging...than sitting and pseudo socializing at this party...

just got myself these date fried wontons, ice cream and some coffee?? soufle....in the middle of a conversation about some dude wanting to go to st'andrwes to do his masters....while stealing glances at this perfectly gorgeous woman...

he's back...

he went...long ago...and I've been flirting shamelessly with the gorgeous woman....and I'm standing at the side of the corridor....waiting for her to come by...and is she going to turn the corner now?

I wait....

and wait....


and wait.............

and is she coming?

just saw her!

....asked if entry as open t this dance place....its closed...how unfortunate...

am going to ask her what's the most romantic thing she's ever done - and top that!....or atleast try ;)...

sge's busy talking to some people...

it's 11.10 already....bangalore dance floors close at 11.30...the shitty thing about this place....

I'm sitting in the lobby of the park hotel...they have this really weird pillar in the middle of the lobby...with sculpted figures having sex in various poses of the kamasutra...its quite interesting...at the same time its exceptionally bizarre in the middle of this very spartan lobby lounge...almost a last ditch attempt at making an 'indian connection'....

the hotel was designed by some british firm apparently....

how would it be if I took her on a 'discovery' of the hotel...;) I'm not that cheap ya....just thinking out aloud....she seems to be making conversation with some friends she found along the way....avoiding me?

girls....they're quite fascinating actually....

freud would probably pull out his hair strand by miserable strand were he given the insane task of deconstructing the female mind! its true women....we don't understand what you have to say or do or you say or do tith respect to most things in our everyday lives...men are quite cluless about 'what women want'...which is why that movie was priobably made...

mel gibson is quite a phenominal actor/director...falls into that category of people that ur invariably in awe of for being really good ar one thing....and the shock you by being exceptional at another! clint eastwood being a prime example...the old man rocks! even if his teeth are falling out...

I'm friggin tired...my wasted mind can't make too much more of the techno music in the lobby added to the techno shit playing at ibar...plus the people...the lights...the colr....

good night....even if it isn't good...get some sleep....everybody needs it....