...comes all the way back around...
watched 'salaam-e-ishq' last night :) quite liked it...don't know what the fuss is about. It isn't a 'soul-searching' kinda movie...but an enjoyable enough movie for romantics at heart...
Also reminded me about the time i was alone at home, laying down on the floor, looking upwards and crying...bawling...
That was the first time i was in love...also the first time i broke up....it hurt so much when we broke up that her dad was consoling me over the phone...
Was such a rush to be in love...such a pure high...so simple...i miss being 20 :)...for that matter i miss being 10!
It's so strange na...when you're growing up, you always have an uncle or an aunt or a cousin telling you to 'enjoy your growing years - later you'll only have memories'...and you're like "i want to grow up quickly and drive a car!" or "i want to grow up quickly and go out on my own!"...even what you want is so simple...
Being in love is so simple...then why do we make it so complex? we make it about 'you' and 'me' and 'i want' and 'you want' and so much else that matters so little....when you're just holding hands and kissing under the stars...
i miss being in love...and truly envy you if you're in love right now :)...cuz you should also know that you're really lucky....in that....as you grow older, you grow to be more cynical....and look at love through those eyes of cynicism...and so love eludes you...
it just like lakshmi (the godess of wealth) is considered to be very 'watchful' and 'unpredictable'...if you don't give her enough importance - she'll up and walk off (much like girls in general :)
...in some way...that's where i am. I didn't respect love enough...i just didn't...and regret makes no difference now...cuz that time has past....and it's all my past....and her past....
Pain lingers...
What i wouldn't give to have a lovers spat right now
watched 'salaam-e-ishq' last night :) quite liked it...don't know what the fuss is about. It isn't a 'soul-searching' kinda movie...but an enjoyable enough movie for romantics at heart...
Also reminded me about the time i was alone at home, laying down on the floor, looking upwards and crying...bawling...
That was the first time i was in love...also the first time i broke up....it hurt so much when we broke up that her dad was consoling me over the phone...
Was such a rush to be in love...such a pure high...so simple...i miss being 20 :)...for that matter i miss being 10!
It's so strange na...when you're growing up, you always have an uncle or an aunt or a cousin telling you to 'enjoy your growing years - later you'll only have memories'...and you're like "i want to grow up quickly and drive a car!" or "i want to grow up quickly and go out on my own!"...even what you want is so simple...
Being in love is so simple...then why do we make it so complex? we make it about 'you' and 'me' and 'i want' and 'you want' and so much else that matters so little....when you're just holding hands and kissing under the stars...
i miss being in love...and truly envy you if you're in love right now :)...cuz you should also know that you're really lucky....in that....as you grow older, you grow to be more cynical....and look at love through those eyes of cynicism...and so love eludes you...
it just like lakshmi (the godess of wealth) is considered to be very 'watchful' and 'unpredictable'...if you don't give her enough importance - she'll up and walk off (much like girls in general :)
...in some way...that's where i am. I didn't respect love enough...i just didn't...and regret makes no difference now...cuz that time has past....and it's all my past....and her past....
Pain lingers...
What i wouldn't give to have a lovers spat right now
women ... goddess lakshmi!! hmmm.... well its nice to finally meet someone who wants to "be" in love... in my world (as in friends circle ) its break up season.... with the men being such chickens its not funny... all of them make me think of Chandler... only Chandler is nicer... atleast he doesn't live in denial that he has commitment issues!!
I dunno if the ones who are in love are unlucky... all i know is that when u fall in love... his/her smile must mean the world to u and when he/she frowns ... if u cant make him/her smile again ... your not really in love.
with valentines day arond hope things become brighter for all my friends... hope u(karn) fall in love and tell us abt ur date.
tc sleep sweet