....I read through some've the posts from before....last year when i first started writing and even some from a few months ago...
I was amused...fascinated...sad....felt all that as i read through some've the pieces...but.....in a strange way....i found myself looking at myself...not knowing who the 'myself' was....
There was such passion in my words from a few months ago....and i know i've evolved as a person....and now there is 'space' in my mind...in my heart....for new experiences....new memories....
The past is such a comfortable place to be in....to dwell into. Everything is so...clear. Crystal. You can see your own life as clearly as you would a movie - only you're the invisible person that nobody else can see.
You see yourself in all those fights....you see yourself in all those moments....you see the world around you and what your friends were saying...feeling....it's like a 70mm movie.
You wish you could say something to yourself....maybe that's what you feel....when your 'conscience' is talking to you. ...your conscience is really you...from the future? :)
I'm sure we all have past's worthy of an oscar winning script/screenplay...cuz if you really look at it - everybody's past is rich. Rich with experiences. Some really good....some just as bad.
In a way, i'm happy i'll always have these memories to go back to....words i've captured in time...in the moments i felt i had to express them.
I was amused...fascinated...sad....felt all that as i read through some've the pieces...but.....in a strange way....i found myself looking at myself...not knowing who the 'myself' was....
There was such passion in my words from a few months ago....and i know i've evolved as a person....and now there is 'space' in my mind...in my heart....for new experiences....new memories....
The past is such a comfortable place to be in....to dwell into. Everything is so...clear. Crystal. You can see your own life as clearly as you would a movie - only you're the invisible person that nobody else can see.
You see yourself in all those fights....you see yourself in all those moments....you see the world around you and what your friends were saying...feeling....it's like a 70mm movie.
You wish you could say something to yourself....maybe that's what you feel....when your 'conscience' is talking to you. ...your conscience is really you...from the future? :)
I'm sure we all have past's worthy of an oscar winning script/screenplay...cuz if you really look at it - everybody's past is rich. Rich with experiences. Some really good....some just as bad.
In a way, i'm happy i'll always have these memories to go back to....words i've captured in time...in the moments i felt i had to express them.
